I just wanted to let you all know...

How much I am in love with each and every one of you.

Thank you for exsisiting

i don't know who/what/when/where/why i am

i am screaming but no one knows this.

i would say this out loud but i'm not brave enough.

i'm a stupid scared little girl.

"i can't seem to do anything right anymore"

why aren't you all here?

no one knows me.

i don't want them to.

i want to tell everyone,

but it would seem like i'm making it all up.

WHO/WHAT/WHEN/WHERE/WHY AM I?

Lately I've been thinking about:

how much I miss my aunt and how much I hate cancer.
I keep having dreams about her. Some are scary and some are good and sad.
But mostly they're just haunting and nostalgic.

This always happens this time of year.

Ode To My Homework

Hey all my lovely snow bunnies,
I sit here and write this as I should be doing my philosophy paper. But the thing is, I would rather be talking to you. I miss you guys like crazy, and I decided that the three of you need to come and visit me in this state of North Carolina sometime in the nearest future. Everyone would be jealous of us, because we are beautiful and stylish, and have a hop in our steps. Most of the time anyways.
I wanted to throw out an idea for this summer. I will be working a lot trying to save up for my trip to italy (oh boy!) but I would really love it if we could take a road trip, somewhere close and maybe stay in a bed and breakfast or something. Just take a couple of days to relax, destress, eat good food, drink good coffee, and be together. I would really like for that to happen. Let me know if you have any ideas!
Hope all is well in the wonderful land of school work, boys, mean girls, parties, and everything else. And if not, then we all have that much more in common...Love you guys like I love me some sun,