Happy Birthday Mia!

WE LOVE YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIA!

I just wanted to let you all know...

How much I am in love with each and every one of you.

Thank you for exsisiting

i don't know who/what/when/where/why i am

i am screaming but no one knows this.

i would say this out loud but i'm not brave enough.

i'm a stupid scared little girl.

"i can't seem to do anything right anymore"

why aren't you all here?

no one knows me.

i don't want them to.

i want to tell everyone,

but it would seem like i'm making it all up.

WHO/WHAT/WHEN/WHERE/WHY AM I?

Lately I've been thinking about:

how much I miss my aunt and how much I hate cancer.
I keep having dreams about her. Some are scary and some are good and sad.
But mostly they're just haunting and nostalgic.

This always happens this time of year.